More and less I'm in the mood of writing and sth is just coming through my mind

Well there are good changes about me, At first I managed to survive end-of-term examinations. Hard work starts about 11th again...

The time is good, although Winter runs out I still enjoy cold weather and freezing winter nights.
I Fucked up with some money and some projects. Again debts are going to kill me.
It seems to be natural that living without them doesn't exist.

I really enjoy some people around me and I've made some promises, really hard ones.
It's going to be extremely hard not to fuck up with it... Hard promises need a lot
of power, strength and energy. I've a lot of it, there is a matter of asking ; Will I use it

The only realistic idea that's comin' to my mind is to believe that somehow we all will get sth from this life. I have a quotation that happens to speed in my head.
'Dear God Send to The Earth at least grams of justice'. Just World it's a good dream.

So to all folks Have a Drink and think about future.

,,...We Bless the Death 'cause we forgot pills...''

I've gained 10.000 pageviews and I'm very happy about it.

...So My and Yours cheers!

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During last months I've started few things.
At first School, again the same collage etc - on this field of activity nothing realy changed.
Secondly I've lost almost all friends/colleagues why? Answer is good as guestion. I have no fucking idea, probably all bad things happened because some rumors.
The worst thing is, my comera that is ,,dying''. I hope I'll be able to take photos at least to the next miracle of buying.

Although it there is some many other positive things.

,,Idependent'' friends of mine come back from abroad. Especially ,,Ishi''. (thx for being)
I'm taking part in some extremaly positive projects (won't tell you it's secret).
Beer tasts the same at it was few years ago
I've turned 21 - It's interesting because when I was 12 the fortune-teller told me that I will die at the age of 21 in my birthday



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''Ladies From Dark Houses, Bitches From White Houses'' -

I'm still in love with this sentence. Sb said it once and it is still in my mind
-Probably never will go away.
My life is extremly changing. I've lost sth again and I'm having unneeded brake in my study.
I'm not good, I'm suppose to go to work, but finding work in Poland is crazy, some people of mine asking me will I go to UK or wherever else. Well..., I'm tired of travelin' the only way that I can take is go to hell and never back.
I hate the moment when your friends just disappearing, family is not givin' you any support, and you are just alone.
Well, I stand alone, and as the Motorhead said ''God Was never on your side'' Bless you and Hell

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,,... situation is confusing not only me.''

''Ladies From Dark Houses, Bitches From White Houses''

I'm going to leave DA account for about 2 months (after 25), I'm sorry about it, but few things rapidly changed in my life and I have to destroy deadlocks of myself.
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Few days ago I Was enjoying concert of The Sisters Of Mercy in Cracow - It Was one of the best concert in my life. Fuck all friends that didn't came with me



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Today 4.000 pageviews mean nothing for me. It's just a number that I have here. The main reason why it dosen't give me any kind of happiness is the issue in my mind...

''...I lost something (or maybe somebody) in this life.''

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